STORIES OF HEALING
Healing Relationships
"For all my life what I can remember is that my father and I never got along. The longest conversation we have ever had was 5 minutes. When I traveled to see him this time, he was a different man. Or maybe it was I who was different. Many things that irritated me about his mental condition didn't bother me this time. As a matter of fact, I was curious why he was saying what he was saying, so I simply asked him. He responded with some nonsense, but I simply went along and asked more. Finally, he just started laughing, which made me laugh too. I'm not sure if he realized that what he said didn't push my buttons anymore. We had such a good time, and he cried when I left. I had never seen my father cry and needless to say, I cried too. But the most special moment came, when we said good-bye on the last day of my trip. I was heading toward the car, my husband was already sitting behind the steering wheel, and my father was standing with my mother and my sister at the curb. As I was getting into the car, I had this strong feeling to turn back. I went toward him again crying uncontrollably, when all of a sudden my mother and my sister were stepping aside, and two giant angels appeared between them and my father and me. It was as if my father and I were 'transported' into a different place, I no longer saw my mother or my sister, I only saw my father. We embraced and hugged and cried. I distinctly remember the atmosphere around us. It was as if we were not even standing on the ground. It was very bright all around us, but a different light than just plain sunlight. It was more of a greenish/bluish light rather than yellow. Those two angels were at least 7 feet tall, dressed in white gowns. What I remember the most is that they looked so peaceful; not happy, not sad, not laughing or even noticeably smiling; just peaceful and blissful. I kept thinking to myself is this the last time I would see my father? The only 'answer' I felt was: not to ask any questions but to simply enjoy my connection with him, like it didn't matter if this was the last time, the first time, or a time in between. The only thing that mattered was the new love we felt for each other. When I got back into the car, my husband was crying. He told me later that he was so moved by what he had felt. He was very aware that something very special and different was going on with me and my father. He did not see the angels, but when I told him where they were standing, he said that made perfect sense, because it seemed to him that my mother and sister were 'being pushed out of the way' by some invisible force. Well, I cried for the next 12 hours, all the way home from Munich to San Francisco. The stewardesses could not calm me, even the captain came out to see if I was OK. I kept telling them that these were tears of joy, and that I was fine."
Resolving Childhood Trauma
A pregnant woman fourteen days prior to her delivery kept suffering from a severe child hood trauma. Unconsciously she kept repeating the same negative behavior patterns her mother had lived, which had driven her dad to commit suicide. Now she and her husband were facing a serious marriage crisis. As last rescue, they decided to sign up for healing work. During the healing process, she relived the trauma from the little child's perspective, and for the first time in life she was able to speak about it without sobbing violently.
During his healing process, her husband shared how her control issues were driving him insane. Unable to continue living that way, he purchased a gun with the plan to kill her. Holding the gun in his hand, he realized he was unable to kill her; but decided to kill himself instead. The date was set for next week.
In the course of the healing process, the woman came to full realization of her behavior and was able to release it. They came to visit with their newly born baby daughter; a very happy family; pure love flowing between them.
Cellular Memory Release
During the healing process, a woman shared she had her sweat glands surgically removed due to excess transpiration. The surgery released her symptoms; the side effect left her arms numb. The doctors proceeded with a second surgery, yet the symptoms did not cease.
During the healing process, she experienced herself being burnt alive as a victim of the inquisition during the Middle Age. The next day all the numbness in her arms had ceased; her body had released on the cellular level a subconscious memory which had caused her initial symptoms of excess transpiration.
Healing of a Brain tumor
A little 8 year old boy with a particularly aggressive kind of brain tumor the size of a man's fist on the back of his neck was brought for healing work by his parents. This poor boy had undergone 3 operations, chemotherapy and radiation. When the tumor reoccurred for the 4th time within a year, the doctors gave up all hope. His parents were desperate and willing to try anything and everything at that point. The little boy had lost all his hair, walked on crutches and he was crossed eyed; suffering from strabismus as a result of the radiation therapy.
All three of them signed up for their own individual healing process. As a result of the healing work, on the third day the boy was able to walk without crutches, and for a short time was able to hold a straight gaze. His parents cried with relief as they kept witnessing his healing process. A month later test results proved that the tumor had completely disappeared. This boy took part in our children/parents wilderness experience three months later. He was rowing a canoe, engaged in rock climbing and hiking. He was living proof of the cure that had occurred.
Sexual Childhood Abuse
A woman with sexual issues was seeking help. During her healing process, her subconscious kept releasing weird, unimaginable images of her father torturing her as a little baby. For months, she felt unable to accept these scenes; they seemed far too cruel.
Half a year later, her sister came for healing work due to serious health issues. In sharing her childhood story, she spoke of her discovery of signs of abuse on her baby sister's body. The sisters had been out of touch with each other ever since the older one had left home. The healing work reunited the sisters and released their symptoms to a great degree.
Autism
A twelve year old girl suffering from Autism was brought by her parents for healing work. Unable to emotionally connect with anyone else, she related to her parents and five siblings with an aggressively demanding and loud voice. She was extremely shy and avoided looking at anyone. We were able to complete her healing process by having a teddy bear 'speak' for her. She realized her extreme fear of life and how much she kept isolating herself. Her yearning for closeness became apparent to her and she expressed a desire to establish relationships outside of her family circle. She is now studying psychology and upon visiting with me years later expressed an interest in pursuing a healing career.
Letting go of the mask of perfection and getting real
The rigid culture of Germanic Europe often regards the display of affection as a weakness of character. Being authentic therefore can present a serious challenge. A couple, deeply committed to each other and ready to get married, had been unable to express their feelings of love in words. The sole purpose of the healing process for the woman was to be able to tell her fiancé 'I love you'.
Following the healing, the two of them spent a lovely weekend together; yet she postponed her plan to reveal her feelings to him for later, and he departed for his skiing trip to the Austrian Alps. Two days later she got news that her fiancé had been killed under an avalanche. Within the week she called to report that the night she learned about his death was when she kept screaming 'I love you' all night long. Guilt plagued her as she felt she had missed her chance. It was a hard lesson for her to learn to be authentic rather than giving in to fear.
Healing Relationships
"For all my life what I can remember is that my father and I never got along. The longest conversation we have ever had was 5 minutes. When I traveled to see him this time, he was a different man. Or maybe it was I who was different. Many things that irritated me about his mental condition didn't bother me this time. As a matter of fact, I was curious why he was saying what he was saying, so I simply asked him. He responded with some nonsense, but I simply went along and asked more. Finally, he just started laughing, which made me laugh too. I'm not sure if he realized that what he said didn't push my buttons anymore. We had such a good time, and he cried when I left. I had never seen my father cry and needless to say, I cried too. But the most special moment came, when we said good-bye on the last day of my trip. I was heading toward the car, my husband was already sitting behind the steering wheel, and my father was standing with my mother and my sister at the curb. As I was getting into the car, I had this strong feeling to turn back. I went toward him again crying uncontrollably, when all of a sudden my mother and my sister were stepping aside, and two giant angels appeared between them and my father and me. It was as if my father and I were 'transported' into a different place, I no longer saw my mother or my sister, I only saw my father. We embraced and hugged and cried. I distinctly remember the atmosphere around us. It was as if we were not even standing on the ground. It was very bright all around us, but a different light than just plain sunlight. It was more of a greenish/bluish light rather than yellow. Those two angels were at least 7 feet tall, dressed in white gowns. What I remember the most is that they looked so peaceful; not happy, not sad, not laughing or even noticeably smiling; just peaceful and blissful. I kept thinking to myself is this the last time I would see my father? The only 'answer' I felt was: not to ask any questions but to simply enjoy my connection with him, like it didn't matter if this was the last time, the first time, or a time in between. The only thing that mattered was the new love we felt for each other. When I got back into the car, my husband was crying. He told me later that he was so moved by what he had felt. He was very aware that something very special and different was going on with me and my father. He did not see the angels, but when I told him where they were standing, he said that made perfect sense, because it seemed to him that my mother and sister were 'being pushed out of the way' by some invisible force. Well, I cried for the next 12 hours, all the way home from Munich to San Francisco. The stewardesses could not calm me, even the captain came out to see if I was OK. I kept telling them that these were tears of joy, and that I was fine."
Resolving Childhood Trauma
A pregnant woman fourteen days prior to her delivery kept suffering from a severe child hood trauma. Unconsciously she kept repeating the same negative behavior patterns her mother had lived, which had driven her dad to commit suicide. Now she and her husband were facing a serious marriage crisis. As last rescue, they decided to sign up for healing work. During the healing process, she relived the trauma from the little child's perspective, and for the first time in life she was able to speak about it without sobbing violently.
During his healing process, her husband shared how her control issues were driving him insane. Unable to continue living that way, he purchased a gun with the plan to kill her. Holding the gun in his hand, he realized he was unable to kill her; but decided to kill himself instead. The date was set for next week.
In the course of the healing process, the woman came to full realization of her behavior and was able to release it. They came to visit with their newly born baby daughter; a very happy family; pure love flowing between them.
Cellular Memory Release
During the healing process, a woman shared she had her sweat glands surgically removed due to excess transpiration. The surgery released her symptoms; the side effect left her arms numb. The doctors proceeded with a second surgery, yet the symptoms did not cease.
During the healing process, she experienced herself being burnt alive as a victim of the inquisition during the Middle Age. The next day all the numbness in her arms had ceased; her body had released on the cellular level a subconscious memory which had caused her initial symptoms of excess transpiration.
Healing of a Brain tumor
A little 8 year old boy with a particularly aggressive kind of brain tumor the size of a man's fist on the back of his neck was brought for healing work by his parents. This poor boy had undergone 3 operations, chemotherapy and radiation. When the tumor reoccurred for the 4th time within a year, the doctors gave up all hope. His parents were desperate and willing to try anything and everything at that point. The little boy had lost all his hair, walked on crutches and he was crossed eyed; suffering from strabismus as a result of the radiation therapy.
All three of them signed up for their own individual healing process. As a result of the healing work, on the third day the boy was able to walk without crutches, and for a short time was able to hold a straight gaze. His parents cried with relief as they kept witnessing his healing process. A month later test results proved that the tumor had completely disappeared. This boy took part in our children/parents wilderness experience three months later. He was rowing a canoe, engaged in rock climbing and hiking. He was living proof of the cure that had occurred.
Sexual Childhood Abuse
A woman with sexual issues was seeking help. During her healing process, her subconscious kept releasing weird, unimaginable images of her father torturing her as a little baby. For months, she felt unable to accept these scenes; they seemed far too cruel.
Half a year later, her sister came for healing work due to serious health issues. In sharing her childhood story, she spoke of her discovery of signs of abuse on her baby sister's body. The sisters had been out of touch with each other ever since the older one had left home. The healing work reunited the sisters and released their symptoms to a great degree.
Autism
A twelve year old girl suffering from Autism was brought by her parents for healing work. Unable to emotionally connect with anyone else, she related to her parents and five siblings with an aggressively demanding and loud voice. She was extremely shy and avoided looking at anyone. We were able to complete her healing process by having a teddy bear 'speak' for her. She realized her extreme fear of life and how much she kept isolating herself. Her yearning for closeness became apparent to her and she expressed a desire to establish relationships outside of her family circle. She is now studying psychology and upon visiting with me years later expressed an interest in pursuing a healing career.
Letting go of the mask of perfection and getting real
The rigid culture of Germanic Europe often regards the display of affection as a weakness of character. Being authentic therefore can present a serious challenge. A couple, deeply committed to each other and ready to get married, had been unable to express their feelings of love in words. The sole purpose of the healing process for the woman was to be able to tell her fiancé 'I love you'.
Following the healing, the two of them spent a lovely weekend together; yet she postponed her plan to reveal her feelings to him for later, and he departed for his skiing trip to the Austrian Alps. Two days later she got news that her fiancé had been killed under an avalanche. Within the week she called to report that the night she learned about his death was when she kept screaming 'I love you' all night long. Guilt plagued her as she felt she had missed her chance. It was a hard lesson for her to learn to be authentic rather than giving in to fear.